I dabbled in witchcraft and I regret it. I didn’t realize the repercussions for dabbling in witchcraft. I didn’t grow up religious or know about Jesus’ views on witchcraft. I was young and desperate. I was going through the beginning of my spiritual awakening and was put on anti-depressants again. This time they really weren’t working. I was having suicidal thoughts all the time. I was desperate for help I was so depressed. I found this guy on the internet that performed some sort of tarot cards and I had to say these spells out loud. He was a clairvoyant of some sort. He was a medium or he could read my mind. He was very smart and had me convinced that things would change. He helped me land a full time job; however he promised me riches beyond belief which never came after spending hundreds of dollars it was over and I new I had to cut the plug. It’s sad how desperate some people can be. I remember using Cynthia Pasquella’s program, “The Institute of Transformational Nutrition” thinking that it was going to save my life by giving me some sort of spiritual awakening high of some sort. The high only lasted so long and soon after I was down in the dumps again. I’ve made many mistakes in my life which I regret I only hope god can see how desperate I am to change. I wish I didn’t ruin my life. I wish I could turn things around. Everyday I feel like I can’t get out of bed. I feel so suicidal all the time. I have weird thoughts. I worry that my demonic possession will come back and that I will have to go around town finding the cheapest exorcist. It’s really sad how I ruined my life. Maybe I should just convert to Christianity and become a flaming Evangelist, at least I would have some sort of Trajectory I may end up in a Psych ward though. Well if there is hope I would love some of it. I’ll just keep on humming my Hooponono prayer, praying something good will happen to me. Thanks for reading.